Please understand

Please understand that I never wanted to give up. If I could have my way, none of this ever would of happened. But you have to understand that there was nothing else I could do. I felt like I was fighting a battle that only I was interested in fighting. I felt like something that should be a 2 way street turned into a one street and traffic was being blocked from the other side. I don't know what else to tell you but to please understand that I never wanted any of this to happen.