friends

I think it's funny how you can be best friends with someone and then you happen to drift apart for whatever reason and when you meet up again, you pick up where you left off and it's almost as if nothing ever changed. You can having nothing in common with that person, yet, it seems as if you have the world in common.

Blah

I just want to feel better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate this being sick thing. I've come to the conclusion that I am around children so much and I catch EVERYTHING they have. Oh well, I love children and I'm most definitely not going to stop hanging out with them. In the past two days I've watched 4 movies and slept most of my days away. I really wish I had the energy to read or do something else. Blah. But after watching Juno for the millionth and 1 time in my life I just realized yet again how badly I want a hamburger phone...I may see if I can find one on ebay.. hmmm....

Sorry this was just a bunch of randomness.

Please understand

Please understand that I never wanted to give up. If I could have my way, none of this ever would of happened. But you have to understand that there was nothing else I could do. I felt like I was fighting a battle that only I was interested in fighting. I felt like something that should be a 2 way street turned into a one street and traffic was being blocked from the other side. I don't know what else to tell you but to please understand that I never wanted any of this to happen.

Nothing else

So, I've come to realize there is nothing else I can do. I've done all I can and the rest is up to God now. He is the way, the truth and the light and I need to trust in him to guide my path.

It may have been a stage that God needed to change my life through. Which definitely happened, if I never would of went through this I don't think I would be this close to God because I wouldn't of had all these troubles that I needed to look to God for help getting through them.

Oh how I love my God.