January 3, 2012

Haiti(Before)

I leave for Haiti in 2 days. That's it. Just 2 days. I'm overwhelmed with the amount of emotions I am feeling right now. I'm so uber excited but at the same time I'm so uberly nervous. What am I doing? I'm going into this with absolutely no idea what I will be doing. It's a real opportunity to follow God and just go where He needs me. I'll be doing my best to live how they live down there, as much as I'm allowed to anyway. We will actually be given lots of luxuries down there which I'm not too excited about right now, but we'll see if that changes while I'm down there. I'm excited to see what God has in store. He must have huge plans because it's not like me to just go with a bunch of people I don't know, especially out of the country. I can't believe the time as already come and I'm packing and saying goodbye to people tomorrow and then just chilling out at home on Thursday. ahh! My eyes are going to be opened wide while down there. My heart has been down there since September and it's just waiting for my body to catch up. My heart is already breaking for the people down there and I have to be cautious of my giving/helping as well. Oh man. This trip is going to change me forever. This is just the beginning too.